»Hanging over.
written on Thursday, June 18, 2009 at 6:15 PM
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180609,Thursday-all stressedup.. Slept at 5.22am today. Kept having all those thoughts, when he typedd. Woke up at 11. In the morning, helped my parents did some window excel thing, & it helped me keep thoughts off my mind. Typed till 4plus, cant take it le, my eyes are going soar. Continued sleeping, till now, blogging, this the only way to let my feelings out ba? I guess.. Sry guys, i cant make it for today's friendly game. If i go, think it will be worse, my mood will affect the whole team. FOR BP, i'll see first yeah, depends if i have the mood to go. Maybe tmr will get better, i hope so. Maybe not. Think i'll be skipping dinner. Sleeping sooon. 170609, Wednesday-normalday i guess. prepared myself, left home at 3plus. Headed to DhobyGhuat. Met up w/ jasmine, pearlin. waited for xuan to finish work. yaned. Trained to Orchard, walked over t Cine. suppose t have an early movie, and be training to Eunos, for his match. early movie tickets were all sold out or the seats were too near to the screen. Ate early dinner. Dane called, got him and weian tickets, for DRAGMETOHELL-7.20show. Screamed like noones' business, spilled corn chips over pearlin. hehhhhhh. laugh quite abit. after movies, legs were trembling. Fkscary. luckily i did'nt teared. went outside, yaned. Went to Bugis, meet houjie, slacked. Dane and Weian went for their challet. Walked t Mac, houjie ate his dinner. Trained home, near 12. got nagged by mother, as usual. Msged, its when it happened, what he typed on his phone made me confused, and puzzled. Anyone wanna watch GhostOfGirlfriendsPast? ohwell.., --I cant stop tearing up. His text is an enigma, giving me so many queries that appears into my mind. Is he stating it clear to me? Or is it just out of curiousity? Saying its been bothering him. I hope it does'nt affect him on the court. Saying no, it made him reliefed, and making it a joke after that. But it created such complications to me. And he's not replying, leaving me hanging over on the finest thread. Maybe his presences' is the only solution? or is it just merely the state of being infatuated? How i yearn for he's say to me. Dontleavemehanging,imnotabletohandleitforlong........, |
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